**Reflections on My Initial Year in Materials Science and Engineering**
*By Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)*
Ten months ago, in October 2022, I was enveloped in feelings of anxiety, fear, and uncertainty regarding what the future held. I was on the verge of starting my adventure as a first-year student in [Materials Science and Engineering](https://www.imperial.ac.uk/study/courses/undergraduate/materials-science-engineering-meng/?utm_source=blog&utm_medium=internal&utm_campaign=mra-blogs&utm_content=link) at Imperial College London. For someone who had consistently been introverted and quiet, venturing into the unknown seemed overwhelming. Now, reflecting on an academic year filled with personal growth, challenges, and numerous unforgettable experiences, I can appreciate how much I’ve grown and the progress I’ve made.
### Confronting the Initial Major Challenge: Forming Connections
A significant source of anxiety when starting university was the thought of making new friends. If you’re an incoming student reading this, you may have similar concerns. On my very first day in student housing, I found myself mulling around in my room for hours, too apprehensive to venture out and meet others. Fast forward to now, and I’m proud to say that I’ve formed some of the most meaningful friendships I’ve ever experienced.
The pivotal moment occurred when I took the initiative to engage in casual conversations with fellow students who were feeling just as hesitant. Gradually, these interactions evolved into deeper relationships, and I gained a second family here at Imperial. My main lesson? Take that initial risk sooner rather than later. Even if you don’t feel completely ready, there are countless icebreaker gatherings and chances to mingle. Above all, remain authentic—Imperial is brimming with diverse people, and you’re sure to find your community.
### Navigating the Academic Shift
Adapting to the academic rigor of university was another considerable challenge. The leap from A-levels to university coursework was substantial, and the transition from the first term to the second felt even more pronounced. It’s natural to feel inundated and doubt your capabilities when you observe others studying fervently or grasping concepts more swiftly than you.
What aided me in this transition was recognizing that everyone is navigating the same experience. If you’re finding a topic difficult, it’s likely that others are as well. The crucial step is to seek assistance—whether from fellow classmates or faculty members. Learning to reach out for support is perhaps the most vital skill to cultivate in your first year.
### Assistance from the Materials Department
One of the highlights of my journey has been the remarkable support from the Materials Science faculty. They genuinely want students to excel and are understanding of the hurdles we encounter. Throughout the year, they kept communication lines open and were consistently available to address our questions.
Even though I didn’t take full advantage of the pastoral care until late in the year, I wish I had engaged with it earlier. Assuming the role of a well-being representative was one of my early initiatives, and it helped me forge strong connections with faculty members. Familiarizing yourself with your professors and support staff is priceless, and there are ample chances to do so. My counsel? Make the most of the assistance and resources provided—you can never have an excess of support.
### Insights Gained
This year has revealed that the apprehension I experienced before and during my university tenure was frequently unwarranted. With the extensive resources available from both staff and peers, I’ve learned that I’m never truly on my own. More significantly, I’ve discovered how to balance the strains of exams and deadlines with joyous and relaxing moments.
Reflecting on the past year, I see a period of significant personal development. From surmounting my initial anxieties to embracing the various challenges of university life, I’ve cultivated confidence, resilience, and a richer appreciation for the journey I’m undertaking.
If you’re about to begin your own university journey, understand that it’s perfectly normal to feel nervous. But also recognize that with patience, support, and a readiness to take small risks, you’ll find your balance—and perhaps even flourish.
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