### Reflecting on My Initial Year in Materials Science and Engineering
*Written by Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)*
Ten months ago, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, apprehension, and doubt about what was to come. I was on the brink of beginning my adventure as a first-year student in [Materials Science and Engineering](https://www.imperial.ac.uk/study/courses/undergraduate/materials-science-engineering-meng/?utm_source=blog&utm_medium=internal&utm_campaign=mra-blogs&utm_content=link) at Imperial College London. For someone who had always been introverted and quiet, jumping into university life felt quite intimidating. Reflecting back now, I recognize a year overflowing with personal development, challenges, and memorable experiences. So, what insights has this year provided, and where do I stand now?
#### Conquering the Anxiety of Forming Friendships
One of the most daunting parts of starting university was the task of making friends. If you’re a prospective student reading this, you might share the same feelings. On my first day settling into my accommodations, a few days before classes started, I spent the whole day confined to my room, too anxious to venture out and introduce myself. Fast forward to now, and I can proudly say I’ve formed some of the closest friendships I’ve ever experienced.
The pivotal moment came when I encouraged myself to engage in small conversations with others who were experiencing similar feelings. That simple initiative of reaching out allowed me to create a second family here at Imperial. My most significant takeaway? Embrace the opportunity early on. Even if you’re not ready or feel uneasy, there are numerous icebreaker events and chances to connect with others. And above all, just be yourself. With such a diverse group of individuals throughout the course and university, you’re sure to find those who click with you.
#### Addressing the Academic Obstacles
Adapting to the academic demands and the complexity of the material was another notable challenge. The transition from A-levels to university was significant, and the shift from the first term to the second felt even more abrupt. It can be easy to feel swamped or doubt your capabilities when you observe others studying and seemingly thriving.
What supported me was the realization that everyone is facing similar challenges. If I struggled with a topic, it was likely that others did too. The key is to seek assistance—whether from classmates or faculty. Learning to reach out for help is probably the most valuable skill you can cultivate during your first year.
#### The Value of Supportive Staff
Speaking of support, the staff in the Materials department have been exceptional. They genuinely care about student success and are understanding of the hurdles we encounter. Throughout the year, they maintained open communication and were always willing to address our concerns.
Although I didn’t fully take advantage of the pastoral support until year-end, I regret not doing so sooner. Taking on the role of a year well-being representative was one of my best choices. It enabled me to forge connections with staff members, which turned out to be invaluable. Whether through similar roles or other opportunities, getting to know your instructors is one of the finest things you can do for yourself. My greatest lesson? Don’t hesitate to utilize the help and resources available—you can never have too much support.
#### Insights Gained
This year has revealed to me that the apprehension I experienced—both before and during my university journey—was largely unnecessary. With the vast array of support systems provided by staff and fellow students, I was never genuinely alone. I’ve discovered how to manage the stress of exams and deadlines while also enjoying myself, and I’ve matured in ways I never anticipated.
Looking back, I take pride in how far I’ve progressed. The obstacles I encountered have shaped me, and the connections I’ve formed have enriched my life. If you’re about to embark on your own university expedition, remember that feeling nervous is perfectly normal. Take that leap, seek help, and above all, be yourself.
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