**Reflections on My Initial Year in Materials Science and Engineering**
*Authored by Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)*
Just ten months ago, in October 2022, I was engulfed in feelings of apprehension, anxiety, and uncertainty regarding what lay ahead. I was about to start my journey as a first-year student in [Materials Science and Engineering](https://www.imperial.ac.uk/study/courses/undergraduate/materials-science-engineering-meng/?utm_source=blog&utm_medium=internal&utm_campaign=mra-blogs&utm_content=link) at Imperial College London. For someone who had always been introverted and unassuming, venturing into the unfamiliar seemed daunting. Now, as I reflect on this past academic year, I recognize a phase of significant personal development, challenges, and unforgettable moments. So, what insights have I gained, and what is my current standing?
### Conquering the Anxiety of Forming Friendships
One of the most daunting hurdles I encountered was making friends. The onset of university can be frightening, and if you’re a future student reading this, you might share similar concerns. On my first day in student housing, a few days prior to the official start of term, I spent the entire day sequestered in my room, too apprehensive to venture out and introduce myself.
Fast forward to today, and I can assert with confidence that I’ve formed some of the most meaningful friendships I’ve ever had. These bonds have transformed into my second family here at Imperial. All it took was stepping beyond my comfort zone and initiating small conversations with individuals who were just as anxious as I was.
What have I learned? Making that initial effort at the beginning of the year is essential. Even if you don’t feel prepared, various icebreaker events and opportunities to engage with others will arise. Most importantly, just be true to yourself. With such a vibrant community at Imperial, you are sure to find others who share your interests and values.
### Addressing the Academic Challenges
Another considerable challenge was adapting to the academic workload and the complexity of the course material. The transition from A-levels to university was evident, and the shift from the first term to the second term felt even more pronounced. It’s easy to feel overwhelmed and doubt your capabilities when you observe others seemingly thriving.
What assisted me in navigating this was the understanding that everyone is experiencing similar struggles. If you’re finding something difficult to grasp, it’s likely that you’re not alone. The critical factor is to seek assistance—whether from your classmates or your instructors. Learning to ask for help is perhaps the most crucial skill you can hone in your first year.
### The Value of Supportive Staff
In line with support, the staff in the Materials Science department are truly remarkable. They are genuinely invested in students’ success and are understanding of the challenges we encounter. Throughout the year, they maintained open lines of communication with us and addressed our queries.
I didn’t fully take advantage of the pastoral support available until the latter part of the year, and I regret not having engaged with it earlier. Taking on the role of a year well-being representative was one of the bold steps I took early on, and it turned out to be an excellent choice. It facilitated the development of relationships with staff members, which turned out to be invaluable. There are numerous ways to connect with staff, and doing so can significantly enhance your university experience. My key takeaway? Make the most of the support that’s available to you—it exists for a reason, and there’s no such thing as too much help.
### Insights Gained
This year has shown me that the apprehension I felt before and during university was largely unfounded. With ample support from both staff and fellow students, I was never genuinely isolated. I’ve learned how to juggle the pressures of exams and deadlines while also enjoying moments of happiness and fun.
Looking back, I can see how much I’ve developed—from a nervous fresher hiding in my room to someone who has progressed academically, socially, and personally. If you are about to begin your own university adventure, rest assured that feeling anxious is completely normal. Embrace the hurdles, take those risks, and remember that support is always readily available.
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