**Reflections on My Initial Year in Materials Science and Engineering**
*Authored by Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)*
Ten months ago, in October 2022, I was consumed by nerves, anxiety, and uncertainty as I prepared to embark on my journey as a first-year student in [Materials Science and Engineering](https://www.imperial.ac.uk/study/courses/undergraduate/materials-science-engineering-meng/?utm_source=blog&utm_medium=internal&utm_campaign=mra-blogs&utm_content=link). Starting university felt like jumping into the deep end, an experience my previously shy and reserved persona was unaccustomed to. Now, reflecting on an academic year filled with personal growth, challenges, and a great deal of enjoyment, I can contemplate what I’ve absorbed and the distance I’ve traveled.
### Conquering the Fear of Friendship
One of the most intimidating obstacles I encountered was forming friendships. If you’re a potential student reading this, it’s probable that this is a concern for you as well. On my first day in student housing, just before the term officially commenced, I spent the whole day sequestered in my room, too daunted to step out and introduce myself to others.
Fast forward to the present, and I can assert with confidence that I’ve made some of the most amazing friends I could have ever hoped for. The individuals I’ve encountered here at Imperial and within my program have transformed into a second family for me. It merely required stepping outside my comfort zone and engaging in light conversation with others who were feeling the same way.
What is the lesson I drew from this? Taking that first leap at the beginning of the year is essential. If you’re not quite prepared or lack comfort immediately, don’t fret—numerous icebreaker events and opportunities to connect with fellow students will arise. Most critically, be yourself. With such a diverse array of people throughout the university, you’re certain to discover those who share your interests and values.
### Addressing the Academic Shift
Another major challenge was adapting to the increased workload and complexity of the content. The transition from A-levels to university was stark, and the shift from the first to second term felt even more demanding. It’s easy to become overwhelmed or question your abilities when observing others studying while you feel like you’re lagging behind.
What aided me in overcoming this was the realization that everyone is facing similar challenges. If you’re grappling to grasp a concept, it’s likely that others are too. The key is to seek help—be it from peers or the instructional staff. Learning to ask for assistance is arguably the most crucial skill to cultivate in your first year.
### Assistance from Staff and Pastoral Support
On the topic of support, the staff in the Materials department have been extraordinary. They earnestly desire students to thrive and comprehend the difficulties we encounter. Throughout the year, they kept communication lines open and showed compassion for our challenges.
I didn’t fully utilize the pastoral resources available until the end of the year, and I wish I had taken advantage of them earlier. At the start of the academic year, I embraced the opportunity to serve as a year well-being representative. This position enabled me to establish relationships with staff members, which turned out to be tremendously beneficial. There are numerous ways to connect with staff, and it’s among the best actions you can take for your well-being. My main takeaway? Make the most of the resources and assistance at your disposal—you can never receive too much support.
### Insights Gained
In overall reflection, this year has demonstrated to me that the anxiety I felt—both prior to commencing university and throughout my experience here—was frequently unwarranted. There are countless support systems in place, from staff to fellow students, to help you navigate the complexities of university life.
I’ve recognized that I’m never genuinely alone, and I’ve learned how to balance enjoying my time with managing the inevitable pressures of exams and deadlines.
As I progress forward, I’m thankful for the growth I’ve undergone and the relationships I’ve forged. To any prospective students perusing this: take the plunge, confront the challenges, and trust that you will find your place.
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