Written by Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)
Ten months ago, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty regarding the future. I was about to begin my degree in Materials Science and Engineering as a first-year student. Venturing into the unknown was not something my previously timid and reserved self was used to. Looking back, I realize it has been a year filled with personal development, challenges, and lots of enjoyment! But what insights have I gained, and where do I stand now?
One of the first and most intimidating hurdles was forming friendships. This is undoubtedly one of the more challenging parts of starting university, and if you’re reading this as a future student, it might be one of your greatest worries. On my first day of moving into my accommodation, a few days before the semester started, I spent the entire day sequestered in my room, too daunted to venture out and introduce myself to others. Now, I can proudly assert that I’ve forged some of the best friendships I’ve ever had here at university and within this course. I’ve discovered a second family at Imperial, and it all began with casual conversations with individuals in similar situations. So, what have I learned? I’ve learned that taking a risk at the start of the year is always beneficial. If you don’t feel entirely ready or at ease, that’s alright! There will be numerous ice-breaking chances and events to help you connect with others. I’ve also come to understand that if you can be anything, be true to yourself. With such a variety of people throughout the course and university, you’re sure to find those who resonate with you.
Another obstacle was the intensity of the workload and the complexity of the material. There was definitely a leap from A-levels, and in some respects, an even larger leap from the first term to the second. Being thrown into such a setting isn’t always easy for your confidence; you may observe others studying and feel inadequate. A few strategies helped me cope with that sensation, one being the reminder that everyone shares the same experiences. If you’re struggling to grasp something, I can almost guarantee that others are too. So, don’t hesitate to seek assistance. This might be the most crucial lesson to learn in your first year. Reach out for support from your classmates and the faculty!
This leads me to my next point. The staff in Materials are outstanding. They genuinely want you to prosper and understand that students face difficulties. They show empathy towards students and maintain ongoing communication with us throughout the year regarding our concerns. I didn’t utilize the pastoral support to its full extent until the latter part of the year, but I wish I had done so earlier. I mentioned taking risks earlier – I made one at the beginning of the year by becoming a year well-being representative. This role enabled me to connect with the staff, which is incredibly beneficial. There are many avenues to engage with staff, and it’s one of the best decisions you can make for yourself! My primary takeaway from this facet of university life is to capitalize on the support provided. You can never have too much!
In summary, this year has revealed to me that feelings of anxiety, both prior to and during university, are frequently unfounded and can be mitigated by the various support systems available from staff and other students. It’s taught me that I’m never truly alone and how to find enjoyment amidst pressures like exams and deadlines.