By Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)
Ten months ago, in October 2022, I experienced anxiety, fear, and uncertainty about what lay ahead. I was poised to embark on my journey in Materials Science and Engineering as a freshman. Diving into the unknown was not something my formerly timid and reserved self was used to. In retrospect, I can see an academic year rich with personal growth, obstacles, and a great deal of enjoyment! But what insights has this year provided, and what is my current situation?
One of the initial and most daunting obstacles was forming friendships. This is undeniably one of the more intimidating elements of commencing university, and for those of you reading as future students, it may be a significant concern. On my first day of moving into my residence, just days before classes began, I spent the whole day retreating to my room, too afraid to step out and greet others. However, sitting here now, I can assertively say that I’ve forged some of the finest friendships I’ve ever had at this university and within this program. I have established a second family here at Imperial, and it all started with engaging in casual conversations with others in similar circumstances. So, what lesson did I draw? I discovered that it’s always advantageous to take a chance at the year’s beginning. If you don’t feel entirely prepared or at ease, don’t fret! There will be an abundance of ice-breaker events and opportunities to connect with others. I also learned that above all, you should be yourself. With such a diverse array of individuals throughout the course and university, you are sure to find those who resonate with you.
Another challenge was managing the workload and the complexity of the material. There was certainly a transition from A-levels, and in some respects, an even steeper transition from the first term to the second. Being immersed in such a setting can be daunting for your self-esteem; you might observe others studying and feel inadequate. A few factors helped me overcome these feelings, one being the realization that everyone is experiencing similar struggles. If you find something challenging, I can almost assure you there are several others who are too. So, seek assistance. This may be the most crucial lesson to absorb in your first year. Don’t hesitate to ask for help from your fellow students and the faculty!
This leads me to my subsequent point. The faculty in Materials are exceptional. They genuinely want you to succeed and understand that students face difficulties. They empathize with us and maintain ongoing communication about our concerns throughout the year. I didn’t fully utilize the support services until the year’s end, but I wish I had done so earlier. I mentioned at the beginning about taking risks – I did take one at the outset of the year by becoming a year well-being representative. This role allowed me to connect with the faculty, which is immensely beneficial. There are numerous opportunities to familiarize yourself with staff, and it’s undoubtedly one of the best decisions you can make for your own benefit! My key takeaway from this facet of university life is to make the most of the assistance you are provided. You can never have too much!
In a broader perspective, this year has enlightened me that feelings of anxiety, both in anticipation of and during university, are typically unfounded and can be mitigated by the extensive support available from faculty and fellow students. It has taught me that I’m never truly alone and has shown me how to find joy even amidst pressures such as exams and deadlines.