Authored by Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)
Ten months ago, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty about what lay ahead. I was on the verge of starting my degree in Materials Science and Engineering as a first-year student. Venturing into the unfamiliar was not something my previously timid and reserved personality was used to. Looking back now, I recognize a year filled with personal development, obstacles, and a great deal of enjoyment! But what insights have I gained this year, and what is my current position?
One of the first and most formidable hurdles was forming friendships. This is undeniably one of the more intimidating parts of beginning university, and if you’re reading this as a future student, it might be one of your top worries. On my first day moving into my dorm, a few days ahead of the term starting, I spent the whole day retreating in my room, too daunted to step out and meet others. Today, though, I can assertively say I’ve formed some of the best friendships I’ve ever had at this university and within this program. I’ve discovered a second family here at Imperial, and it all initiated with casual conversations with people experiencing similar situations. So, what did I realize? I learned that taking a chance at the beginning of the year is always advantageous. If you’re not entirely prepared or at ease, don’t stress! There will be numerous ice-breaker opportunities and events to assist you in connecting with others. I also discovered that if you can be anything, be authentic. With such a diverse array of people in the course and university, you are sure to find those who click with you.
Another obstacle was the workload and the complexity of the content. There was certainly a significant increase from A-levels, and in many respects, an even greater jump from the first term to the second. Being thrown into such an environment can sometimes be challenging for your self-confidence; you might observe others studying and feel inferior. A few strategies helped me conquer that sensation, one being the reminder that everyone is navigating the same challenges. If you don’t grasp something, I can almost assure you that others are also finding it difficult. So, don’t hesitate to seek assistance. This may be the most vital lesson to grasp in the first year. Reach out to your peers and the faculty!
This leads me to my subsequent point. The faculty in Materials are outstanding. They are invested in your success and understand the struggles students encounter. They empathize with us and maintain open lines of communication throughout the year regarding our concerns. I didn’t fully take advantage of the pastoral support until the end of the year, but I wish I had utilized it sooner. I mentioned taking risks earlier – I took one at the beginning of the year by becoming a year well-being representative. This position allowed me to engage with faculty members, which is invaluable. There are many paths to getting to know staff, and it’s one of the best choices you can make for yourself! My primary takeaway from this facet of university is to capitalize on the support provided. You can never have too much!
In summary, this year has shown me that feelings of anxiety, both before and during university, are frequently baseless and can be eased with the various support systems available from faculty and fellow students. It has demonstrated to me that I am never alone and has taught me how to find joy amid stressors like exams and deadlines.