**Musings on My Initial Year in Materials Science and Engineering**
*By Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)*
Nearly ten months ago, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, uncertainty, and apprehension regarding what awaited me. I was on the cusp of beginning my first year in [Materials Science and Engineering](https://www.imperial.ac.uk/study/courses/undergraduate/materials-science-engineering-meng/?utm_source=blog&utm_medium=internal&utm_campaign=mra-blogs&utm_content=link) at Imperial College London. As someone who had always been somewhat introverted, entering this new phase felt daunting. Now, reflecting on the past academic year, I recognize a journey marked by personal development, obstacles, and numerous unforgettable experiences. But what insights have I gained, and what is my current perspective?
### Conquering the Anxiety of Forming Friendships
One of the most intimidating elements of beginning university was the challenge of making new friends. If you are an incoming student, this could be one of your primary worries as well. I recall my first day settling into my accommodation—so daunted by the prospect of meeting others that I spent the entire day in my room, steering clear of social encounters.
Yet, as I sit here now, I can assert that I’ve forged some of the most meaningful friendships of my life. I’ve discovered a second family at Imperial, and all it required was stepping beyond my comfort zone and initiating conversations with others who felt just as apprehensive.
So, what have I learned? I discovered that taking that initial step is always beneficial. Even if you’re unsure, there will be various ice-breaking activities and chances to connect with others. Most crucially, I understood that being authentic is essential. With such an inclusive student population, you’re certain to encounter like-minded people who share your interests and principles.
### Adapting to Academic Pressures
Another significant challenge was navigating the workload and the heightened complexity of the curriculum. The leap from A-levels to university was profound, and the transition from the first to the second term was even more substantial. It’s easy to feel inundated and question your capabilities, particularly when you observe peers studying and presume they have everything under control.
What sustained me through these challenges was the acknowledgment that everyone is facing similar struggles. If you find a topic perplexing, it’s likely that others do too. The most productive action you can take is to seek assistance—whether from fellow students or faculty members. Learning to ask for help is one of the most essential abilities you can cultivate in your first year.
### The Value of Staff Support
On the topic of support, one of the most comforting elements of my course has been the remarkable staff within the Materials department. They truly desire for students to thrive and are aware of the difficulties we encounter. Throughout the year, they fostered open channels of communication, addressing our issues and offering direction.
Though I didn’t fully utilize the pastoral care until later in the year, I regret not doing so sooner. At the beginning of the year, I made the bold choice to become a Year Well-being Representative, which allowed me to forge connections with staff members. This proved to be incredibly advantageous. There are numerous ways to engage with faculty, and doing so can significantly enhance your university experience. My most valuable lesson? Take full advantage of the available support—you can never have too much assistance!
### Final Thoughts
As I look back, this year has shown me that the anxiety I experienced before starting university—and even throughout the year—was often unwarranted. There exists a myriad of support systems, from faculty to fellow students, designed to assist you through challenges. Most importantly, I’ve come to realize that I’m never truly alone. Despite the demands of exams and deadlines, I’ve managed to find joy in my university experience, and I wouldn’t exchange it for anything.
If you are preparing to embark on your university adventure, take that plunge. Embrace the hurdles, reach out for help when necessary, and above all, stay true to yourself. You can do this!