**Reflections on My Initial Year in Materials Science and Engineering**
*Authored by Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)*
Ten months ago, back in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty regarding the upcoming events. I was poised to begin my journey as a first-year student in [Materials Science and Engineering](https://www.imperial.ac.uk/study/courses/undergraduate/materials-science-engineering-meng/?utm_source=blog&utm_medium=internal&utm_campaign=mra-blogs&utm_content=link) at Imperial College London. Being someone who has always been introverted and reserved, immersing myself into the unknown was quite foreign to me. Now, reflecting on the academic year, I recognize a time brimming with growth, challenges, and a lot of enjoyment. But what exactly did I take away from this experience, and where do I stand now?
### Conquering the Fear of Forming Friendships
One of the most anxiety-inducing challenges I encountered was forging new friendships. This is frequently one of the most intimidating elements of starting university, and if you’re a prospective student perusing this, it may be a concern for you as well. On my initial day moving into my accommodations, just days before the term started, I spent the whole day sequestered in my room, too apprehensive to venture out and meet others.
Fast forward to the present moment, and I can proudly declare that I’ve cultivated some of the most profound friendships I’ve ever experienced. I’ve discovered a second family here at Imperial, both in my course and throughout the university. All it required was initiating some light conversation with those who were equally apprehensive. So, what did I glean from this? I realized that taking a risk at the beginning of the year is invariably worthwhile. If you don’t feel prepared or at ease, don’t fret! Numerous ice-breakers and events are available to facilitate connections. Most importantly, I discovered that being authentic is essential. With such a diverse array of individuals at university, you’re bound to encounter those who resonate with you.
### Navigating the Academic Demands
Another hurdle I faced was adapting to the academic demands and the complexity of the subjects. There was undeniably a significant transition from A-levels, and in some respects, the shift from the first to the second term was even more pronounced. Being thrust into such an atmosphere can unsettle your confidence, especially when observing others studying while you feel as though you’re falling short.
What assisted me in overcoming this sensation was recognizing that everyone is facing similar challenges. If you don’t grasp a concept, there’s a strong likelihood others are struggling as well. Thus, don’t hesitate to seek assistance. This is arguably the most crucial lesson I learned during my inaugural year. Always feel free to contact your peers or faculty when you require help.
### The Value of Staff Support
Regarding staff, the backing from the Materials department has been remarkable. The lecturers and tutors genuinely wish for your success and understand the difficulties students encounter. They are empathetic and maintain consistent communication with us throughout the year to resolve any issues.
Although I didn’t fully take advantage of the pastoral support until the year’s conclusion, I wish I’d done it sooner. At the year’s onset, I took a step forward and became a well-being representative for my cohort. This position enabled me to familiarize myself with the staff significantly, which has been immensely beneficial. There are numerous avenues to establish connections with staff, and it’s one of the best choices you can make for yourself. My key takeaway is to leverage the assistance available to you—there’s no such thing as excessive help!
### Concluding Thoughts
In summary, this year has shown me that the apprehension I felt before and during university was largely unwarranted. There are countless support systems available, from faculty to fellow students, that can help alleviate those fears. I’ve come to understand that I’m never alone in my challenges, and I’ve also discovered how to balance enjoying university life with the inevitable stresses of exams and deadlines.
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