By Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)
Ten months back, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty regarding the future. I was on the verge of starting my degree in Materials Science and Engineering as a first-year student. Venturing into the unfamiliar was not something my previously introverted and reserved nature was used to. Looking back now, I recognize a year filled with personal development, challenges, and enjoyment! But what insights have I gained, and where do I find myself now?
One of the first and most intimidating hurdles was forging friendships. This is typically one of the most daunting parts of beginning university, and if you are an incoming student, it may be a significant worry for you. On my initial day settling into my accommodation, just a few days before the term commenced, I spent the whole day retreating in my room, too daunted to venture out and meet others. Today, however, I can proudly state that I’ve made some incredible friends here at university and in my program. I’ve discovered a second family at Imperial, and it all began with casual conversations with others in the same boat. So, what have I realized? I’ve learned that it’s beneficial to take risks at the beginning of the year. If you’re not ready or feel uneasy, don’t fret! There are numerous ice-breaking events designed to help you connect with others. I also discovered that being genuine is essential. With so many diverse individuals in my program and university, you’re sure to find others who share your interests.
Another challenge was managing the workload and the complexity of the material. There was a clear transition from A-levels, and in some respects, an even greater shift from the first term to the second. Being in such an environment can shake your self-assurance; you may feel less capable compared to your peers. What helped me was remembering that everyone shares similar struggles. If you have difficulty grasping something, I can almost assure you that others are experiencing the same thing. Therefore, don’t hesitate to seek assistance. This may be the most vital skill to nurture in your first year. Reach out for help from classmates and staff!
This leads me to my next point. The staff in Materials are amazing. They genuinely want to see you succeed and understand the challenges students encounter. They show empathy and maintain open communication regarding our concerns. I didn’t fully take advantage of the pastoral support until late in the year, but I wish I had done so earlier. I spoke earlier about taking risks – I took one by becoming a well-being representative for my year. This position allowed me to connect with the staff, which is incredibly valuable. There are numerous opportunities to engage with staff, and it’s one of the best things you can do for yourself! My key takeaway is to make the most of the help available. You can never have too much support!
In summary, this year has demonstrated to me that feelings of anxiety, both before and during university, are frequently baseless and can be eased with the support provided by staff and fellow students. It’s revealed to me that I am never isolated and has taught me how to find joy even amidst the pressures of exams and deadlines.