Crafted by Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)
Ten months prior, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, apprehension, and uncertainty regarding what lay ahead. I was on the brink of starting my degree in Materials Science and Engineering as a freshman. Immersing myself in uncertainty was far from the norm for my once-shy and introverted nature. Looking back now, I realize this year has been filled with personal development, hurdles, and a great deal of enjoyment! But what insights did this year provide, and where do I find myself today?
One of the first and most intimidating hurdles was forming friendships. This is typically one of the most daunting elements of commencing university, and if you’re an incoming student, it might weigh heavily on your mind. On the first day of moving into my residence, just days before classes started, I spent the entire time secluded in my room, daunted by the idea of stepping outside and meeting new people. Now, I can proudly say that I’ve formed some of the most meaningful friendships I’ve ever had at this university and in this program. I’ve discovered a second family at Imperial, which initiated with a few casual conversations with individuals in similar situations. So, what has this taught me? I’ve learned that taking a risk at the start of the year can be beneficial. If you’re not fully ready or at ease, that’s okay! There will be ample opportunities for ice-breakers and events to foster connections with others. Additionally, I discovered that if you can embody one trait, it should be authenticity. Among the diverse people in the course and university, you will likely find those who resonate with you.
Another hurdle I faced was the intensity of the workload and the complexity of the material. There was undoubtedly an increase in rigor compared to A-levels, and in certain respects, an even steeper transition from the first semester to the second. Being placed in such a competitive environment can impact your confidence; you may observe others studying and feel like you’re falling behind. A few things supported me through that sensation, one being the reminder that everyone shares the same experience. If you’re struggling with a concept, it’s almost certain that others are, too. So, don’t hesitate to seek assistance. This may be the most crucial lesson to learn in your first year. Reach out for help from your classmates and the faculty!
This leads me to my next observation. The staff within Materials are exceptional. They are genuinely invested in your success and recognize that students face challenges. They show understanding and keep open lines of communication throughout the year regarding our concerns. I didn’t fully engage with the pastoral support until later in the year, but I wish I had tapped into it sooner. I mentioned taking risks earlier – I took one at the beginning of the year by becoming a well-being representative for my year. This position enabled me to build relationships with the staff, which is incredibly beneficial. There are numerous avenues to connect with faculty, and it’s among the most advantageous actions you can take for yourself! My key takeaway from this facet of university life is to seize the assistance provided. You can never have an excess of support!
All in all, this year has revealed to me that feelings of anxiousness, both before and during my university journey, are often baseless and can be mitigated through the extensive support resources available from both staff and fellow students. It has demonstrated that I’m never alone and taught me how to find joy despite pressures like exams and deadlines.