Authored by Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)
Around ten months ago, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty regarding what lay ahead. I was on the brink of starting my degree in Materials Science and Engineering as a freshman. Venturing into the unknown was not something my previously timid and introverted self was used to. Looking back now, I recognize a year filled with personal growth, challenges, and immense enjoyment! But what insights did this year impart, and what is my current position?
One of the earliest and most intimidating hurdles was socializing. This is frequently one of the most frightening elements of commencing university, and if you are reading this as a future student, it might be a significant worry for you. On my first day moving into my accommodation, just days prior to the start of the term, I spent the whole day in my room, too daunted to venture out and meet others. However, reflecting from this point today, I can proudly state that I’ve formed some of the closest friendships I’ve ever had, both at this university and within this program. I’ve discovered a second family here at Imperial, and it all initiated with casual conversations with individuals in comparable situations. So, what did I discover? I realized it’s always wise to take a chance at the beginning of the year. If you aren’t feeling prepared or at ease, don’t fret! There will be numerous ice-breaking chances and events to facilitate connections with others. I also discovered that if there’s one thing you should be, be authentic. With such a variety of individuals throughout the program and the university, you’re sure to encounter those who resonate with you.
Another difficulty was the academic workload and the complexity of the content. There was certainly a noticeable increase in intensity compared to A-levels, and in some respects, an even greater jump from the first term to the second. Being placed in such an environment can be challenging for your self-esteem; you might observe others studying and feel insufficient. Some factors helped me navigate that sensation, one being the reminder that everyone shares the same experience. If something isn’t clear to you, I can virtually assure you that it isn’t clear to others as well. So, don’t hesitate to seek assistance. This could be the most crucial lesson to learn in your first year. Reach out for help from your peers and the faculty!
This leads me to my next observation. The staff in the Materials department are exceptional. They genuinely want you to thrive and comprehend the difficulties students encounter. They show empathy towards us and maintain ongoing communication throughout the year about our concerns. I didn’t truly take advantage of the pastoral support until the end of the year, but I wish I had utilized it earlier. I mentioned taking risks before – I did take one at the beginning of the year by becoming a well-being representative for the year. This position enabled me to connect with staff members, which is incredibly beneficial. There are many avenues to get acquainted with the staff, and it’s undoubtedly one of the best decisions you can make for yourself! My primary takeaway from this aspect of university is to leverage the assistance being provided. You can never receive too much help!
In summary, this year has taught me that anxious feelings, both prior to and during university, are often baseless and can be mitigated with the various support resources available from faculty and fellow students. It has demonstrated to me that I am never alone, and it has instructed me on how to find enjoyment even amid pressures like exams and deadlines.