**Reflections on My Initial Year in Materials Science and Engineering**
*By Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)*
Nearly ten months ago, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty about what was to come. I was on the verge of starting my adventure as a first-year student in [Materials Science and Engineering](https://www.imperial.ac.uk/study/courses/undergraduate/materials-science-engineering-meng/?utm_source=blog&utm_medium=internal&utm_campaign=mra-blogs&utm_content=link) at Imperial College London. As someone who has always been more on the reserved side, plunging into an entirely new environment was quite outside my comfort zone. Reflecting on it now, I can see a year filled with personal development, challenges, and a lot of enjoyment. But what insights have I gained from this journey, and what is my current stance?
### Conquering the Anxiety of Making Connections
One of the biggest hurdles I encountered was forging friendships. If you’re a potential student perusing this, you’re likely feeling the same concerns. On my initial day in student housing, just days before classes commenced, I spent the entire day sequestered in my room, far too intimidated to venture out and interact with others. Fast forward to this moment, and I can proudly say I’ve formed some of the most meaningful friendships I’ve ever had—friends who truly feel like family.
How did I achieve this? It all began with casual conversations and connecting with fellow students who were experiencing similar feelings. The most significant lesson I’ve taken away is that taking the initiative at the start of the year is invaluable. If you aren’t quite ready or feel uneasy initially, don’t stress—there will be countless icebreaker events and chances to meet people. Above all, remain authentic to yourself. With such a varied community at Imperial, you’ll inevitably find individuals who resonate with your interests and values.
### Navigating the Academic Demands
Another major challenge was adapting to the academic workload and heightened complexity of the subjects. The transition from A-levels to university was palpable, and the difference between the first and second terms was even greater. It’s easy to feel inundated or question your capabilities when observing others who seem to be handling it all.
What helped me get through those tough times was recognizing that everyone is navigating similar challenges. If you’re finding a topic difficult, it is likely that others are as well. The crucial part is to reach out for assistance—whether it be from peers or academic staff. Learning to ask for help might just be the most vital skill to cultivate during your first year.
### The Significance of Support
On the topic of assistance, the faculty in the Materials department is exceptional. They genuinely care about your success and understand the hurdles students encounter. Throughout the year, they kept lines of communication open and demonstrated empathy towards our challenges.
I didn’t take full advantage of the pastoral care offered until the latter part of the year, and I regret not engaging sooner. At the beginning of the year, I took a brave step by becoming a year well-being representative. This position enabled me to develop connections with staff members, which proved tremendously beneficial. There are multiple avenues to interact with faculty, and doing so can significantly enrich your university experience. My key takeaway? Make the most of the support offered to you—there’s no such thing as too much help.
### Insights Gained
This year has revealed to me that the anxiety I felt before and during my time at university was largely unwarranted. With ample support from both faculty and fellow students, I was never truly on my own. I’ve discovered how to balance the pressures of exams and deadlines with moments filled with joy and excitement.
In hindsight, my first year at Imperial has been a transformative journey. It has been a path of growth, characterized by challenges that have molded me into a more self-assured and resilient individual. If you are about to commence your own university journey, understand that feeling apprehensive is entirely normal—but also recognize that you will possess the tools and support necessary to succeed.
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