Authored by Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)
About ten months ago, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty regarding the future. I was preparing to start my degree in Materials Science and Engineering as a freshman. Venturing into the unfamiliar was not something my previously shy and introverted self was used to. Looking back now, I can recognize a year filled with personal development, challenges, and a lot of enjoyment! But what insights have I gained this year, and what is my current situation?
One of the first and most intimidating hurdles was forming friendships. This is surely one of the more daunting parts of beginning university, and if you are reading this as a prospective student, it may be one of your primary worries. On my first day of moving into my residence, a few days before classes commenced, I spent the whole day sequestered in my room, too daunted to step out and introduce myself. However, reflecting now, I can assertively state that I have formed some of the greatest friendships I have ever experienced, right here at this university and in this program. I have discovered a second family at Imperial, and it all commenced with casual conversations with individuals in similar situations. So, what have I learned? I discovered that it is always best to take a chance at the beginning of the year. If you don’t feel prepared or at ease, don’t fret! There will be plenty of opportunities for ice-breakers and events designed to help you engage with others. I also realized that if you can embody anything, be yourself. With a variety of personalities across the course and campus, you are sure to find individuals who resonate with you.
Another hurdle was dealing with the workload and complexity of content. There was indeed a leap from A-levels, and in some aspects, an even greater shift from the first term to the second. Being immersed in such an environment can certainly impact your self-esteem; you might observe others studying and feel insufficient. A few strategies helped me navigate that sensation, one being the reassurance that everyone is in the same situation. If you don’t grasp something, I can nearly guarantee that others are experiencing the same. So, seek assistance. This might be the most crucial lesson to absorb in the first year. Engage with your peers and the faculty!
This leads me to my following point. The faculty in Materials are exceptional. They genuinely want you to thrive and acknowledge that students encounter difficulties. They show understanding towards us and maintain open lines of communication throughout the year regarding our struggles. I didn’t fully appreciate the pastoral support until the year’s end, but I wish I had accessed it sooner. I noted earlier about taking risks – I took one at the start of the year by becoming a year well-being representative. This position allowed me to connect with the faculty, which is immensely beneficial. There are numerous ways to familiarize yourself with the staff, and it is truly one of the best actions you can take for yourself! My primary takeaway from this aspect of university is to capitalize on the assistance provided. You can never have too much!
In summary, this year has shown me that feelings of anxiety, both before and during university, are often unwarranted and can be alleviated through the various support systems available from faculty and fellow students. It has taught me that I am never alone and how to find joy even amidst pressures like exams and deadlines.