By Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)
Ten months ago, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty regarding the future. I was on the verge of starting my degree in Materials Science and Engineering as a first-year student. Embracing the unfamiliar was not something my previously shy and introverted self was used to. Looking back now, I recognize a year full of personal development, obstacles, and enjoyment. But what insights have I gained, and where do I find myself today?
One of the first and most intimidating obstacles was forming friendships. This often proves to be one of the most daunting parts of beginning university, and if you’re a prospective student, it may be a major worry. On my first day of moving into my accommodation, a few days prior to the start of term, I spent the entire day in my room, feeling too anxious to go out and meet others. Now, I can confidently say I’ve formed some of the best friendships here at university and in my course. I’ve discovered a second family at Imperial, and it all began with casual conversations with others in similar situations. So, what have I learned? It’s best to take a plunge at the start of the year. If you’re not ready or at ease, don’t fret! There will be numerous ice-breaker events to facilitate your connection with others. I also discovered that being authentic is essential. With so many diverse individuals throughout the course and university, you’re likely to encounter like-minded people.
Another challenge was the academic workload and the complexity of the content. There was a clear shift from A-levels, and an even more significant transition from the first term to the second. Being in such an atmosphere can shake your self-esteem; you may feel inadequate in comparison to your peers. What assisted me was the realization that everyone is facing similar challenges. If you don’t grasp something, there’s a good chance others don’t either. So, don’t hesitate to ask for assistance. This might be the most crucial lesson from the first year. Seek help from your classmates and instructors!
This brings me to my next point. The faculty in Materials are fantastic. They genuinely want you to thrive and are aware of the difficulties students encounter. They show empathy and keep us informed about our concerns. I didn’t fully take advantage of the pastoral support until the end of the year, but I wish I had done so earlier. I spoke about taking leaps before – I took one by becoming a year well-being representative. This position allowed me to connect with staff members, which is invaluable. There are numerous ways to engage with faculty, and it’s one of the best things you can do for yourself! My main takeaway is to make the most of the available support. You can never have too much!
Overall, this year has shown me that feelings of anxiety regarding university are often unfounded and can be eased with the support provided by staff and peers. It has revealed to me that I’m never alone and has taught me how to enjoy myself despite pressures such as exams and deadlines.