Authored by Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)
Nearly a year ago, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty about what lay ahead. I was on the brink of starting my journey in Materials Science and Engineering as a first-year student. Engaging with the unfamiliar was not something my formerly introverted self was used to. Looking back now, I recognize a year filled with personal development, obstacles, and pleasure! But what insights have I gained this year, and where do I find myself now?
A significant and initially intimidating challenge was forming friendships. This is undoubtedly one of the more nerve-wracking aspects of beginning university, and if you’re a future student, it may weigh heavily on your mind. On my first day settling into my accommodation, a few days prior to the start of the term, I spent the whole day tucked away in my room, too daunted to step out and mingle with others. However, reflecting on my experience today, I can proudly say I’ve built some of the finest friendships I’ve ever known, both at this institution and within my course. I’ve discovered a second family here at Imperial, all of which began with casual conversations with others in similar circumstances. So, what lesson did I glean? I learned that taking a risk at the beginning of the year is beneficial. If you’re feeling unprepared or uneasy, don’t fret! There will be myriad ice-breaker events and opportunities to help you bond with others. I’ve also discovered that the best thing you can be is yourself. With such a diverse mix of individuals across the course and university, you’re sure to find those who resonate with you.
Another hurdle was the volume of work and its complexity. There was undoubtedly a noticeable increase from A-levels, and in some respects, an even more significant jump from the first term to the second. Being thrust into such an environment can test your self-esteem; you might observe others studying and feel inferior. A few strategies helped me navigate those feelings, one being the reminder that everyone shares the same struggles. If you find something confusing, I can almost promise that others are facing the same challenge. So, don’t hesitate to seek assistance. This might be the most crucial lesson to grasp in your first year. Reach out to your classmates and the faculty!
This leads me to my next point. The team in Materials is fantastic. They genuinely want you to flourish and understand the hurdles that students encounter. They show empathy towards our challenges and maintain open lines of communication throughout the year regarding our concerns. I didn’t really utilize the pastoral support until late in the year, but I wish I had taken advantage of it earlier. I mentioned earlier about taking risks – I did take one at the start of the year by becoming a well-being representative for my year. This position allowed me to connect with the staff, which is immensely beneficial. There are abundant ways to engage with faculty, and it’s one of the most worthwhile actions you can take for yourself! My primary takeaway from this aspect of university life is to make the most of the assistance available. You can never have too much support!
In summary, this year has demonstrated to me that feelings of anxiety, both before and during university, are often baseless and can be mitigated by the various forms of support provided by staff and fellow students. It has revealed to me that I am never alone and has taught me how to find enjoyment amidst the pressures of exams and deadlines.