**Reflections on My Initial Year in Materials Science and Engineering**
*By Dawson La, Materials Science and Engineering (MEng)*
Almost ten months ago, in October 2022, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty regarding what was in store for me. I was about to start my adventure as a first-year student in [Materials Science and Engineering](https://www.imperial.ac.uk/study/courses/undergraduate/materials-science-engineering-meng/?utm_source=blog&utm_medium=internal&utm_campaign=mra-blogs&utm_content=link) at Imperial College London. For someone who had always been introspective and quiet, venturing into the uncertain was quite intimidating. Now, reflecting on my first year, I recognize a time of substantial personal development, challenges, and a great deal of enjoyment. But what insights have I gained this year, and where do I stand now?
### Conquering the Anxiety of Making Connections
One of the most daunting obstacles I encountered was forming friendships. If you’re a future student, this might be among your top concerns as well. On my first day in student housing, just days before the term officially commenced, I spent an entire day sequestered in my room, too anxious to venture out and introduce myself. Fast forward to now, and I can confidently affirm that I’ve made some of the most meaningful friendships I’ve ever had.
The pivotal moment arrived when I chose to exit my comfort zone and engage in small conversations with others who were equally apprehensive. Gradually, these exchanges evolved into friendships, and I now regard my friends at Imperial as a second family.
So, what have I come to understand? Take the plunge early on. If you’re not ready or at ease initially, don’t stress—there will be ample icebreaker activities and chances to bond with others. Above all, simply be authentic. With such a varied community at Imperial, you’re certain to discover people who align with your interests and values.
### Navigating the Academic Shift
Another crucial challenge was adapting to the workload and the heightened complexity of the material. The transition from A-level studies to university was significant, and the shift from the first term to the second term proved to be even more demanding. It’s easy to feel inundated or question your capabilities when observing others diligently studying and wondering if you’re meeting expectations.
What assisted me in maneuvering through this was the realization that everyone is experiencing similar feelings. If you’re grappling with a concept, it’s likely that others are too. The secret is to seek assistance—whether from classmates or teaching staff. Learning to ask for help might be the most vital skill you can cultivate in your first year.
### Assistance from Faculty
On the subject of faculty, the Materials Science department at Imperial is exceptional. The lecturers and tutors genuinely wish for students to thrive and are understanding of the challenges we encounter. They keep lines of communication open throughout the year and are always ready to address our concerns.
I didn’t fully leverage the pastoral support available to me until the end of the year, and I regret not doing so sooner. However, one proactive step I took at the beginning of the year was becoming a year well-being representative. This position enabled me to form connections with staff members, which proved to be invaluable. Whether through official roles or informal interactions, becoming acquainted with your lecturers and tutors is one of the best things you can do for yourself.
What’s my key takeaway? Utilize the available support systems. Whether it’s academic assistance, pastoral care, or just some advice, you can never have too much help.
### Insights Gained
Reflecting on the year, I realize that the anxiety I felt—both before starting university and during my initial term—was largely unfounded. Thanks to the abundance of support from staff and fellow students, I was never genuinely alone. I’ve mastered the art of balancing stress from exams and deadlines with moments of happiness and leisure.
As I progress, I’m thankful for the obstacles I’ve encountered and the personal development I’ve undergone. If you’re about to embark on your own university adventure, understand that it’s completely natural to feel anxious. Take those risks, embrace the support surrounding you, and above all, savor the journey.
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